Simple as the title says: Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person

I am done… with all of it. Trying to collaborate with people online, seeking medical advice or mental health advice in person. Talking to people I don’t know. Just why is it so hard? I’m cancelling all medical appointments, everything besides getting vaccinations. I want to be mad or sad. Though deep down. Time and time again I’ve been shown. Society isn’t ready or willing to interact with me. My unwanted thought stream wants to say Fucking Burn in Hell but what I truly wish to say. Is, I hope one day. People can look beyond what is comfortable for them. Understand that not everything is black and white. That most of the constraints we have in our life. Is simply social constructs but sadly my ideas go far beyond anything that can be fathomed by humanity and society. My last message. Look beyond yourselves, look at the nature around you and what we are losing. Ask yourself what is truly real. I do hope you all find peace and happiness in whatever comes next. Remember you are all loved and meaningful in this reality.

  • Twinklebreeze @lemmy.world
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    3 days ago

    I have you tagged in my Lemmy client so I remember who you are. We’ve interacted a few times, not much. I am going to tell you what I think but I’m not going to be at around the bush. I am not trying to be rude. You are mentally ill. You have some problem that isn’t being treated by whatever medicine you are on. You’ve said that your doctor is happy with your treatment, but also said you are manifesting wings. You are not. That is the mental illness talking, and that is why society is so hard for you. Your brain isn’t working on a wavelength that the rest of us are comfortable with.

    • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
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      3 days ago

      I mentioned you in another comment. Now can I ask why you assumed manifesting is the correct word. Since if you took time to read my post in the past. You’d understand it’s not manifesting rather and induced biological adaptation similar to evolution. I haven’t even done anything for it in over 8-10 months. And before that hadn’t been for years. Most of these changes are happening without my influence after I already started it.

      I’d say it’s more, society has conditioned individuals to instantly assume this is mentally Ill and impossible but when someone actually connects dots that make sense beyond typical magic. It is extremely uncomfortable.

      Edit:Just as always when someone mentions something that doesn’t match the story you are trying to put. You begin non constructive and outright dismissive and then when I respond and it doesn’t match what you like. You downvote and don’t even try to be constructive.

      • Twinklebreeze @lemmy.world
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        2 days ago

        I believe I took the word manifesting from one of your posts. :) But I don’t mind. I just wanted to make sure you had your answer, even if you didn’t want to hear it.

        • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
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          2 days ago

          Yeah no. The answer you gave is specifically part of what the post is about. Your own subjective interpretation and experience into life makes it unable to see anything beyond what is comfortable to you as real. As seen. With your last message.

          See because here’s the issue. When people say they believe there’s no superficial evidence (easily noticeable without scans) there is. Though no medical expert has done anything more than just questionnaires. If they would simply feel my upper ribs. They’d feel no separation leading to whole new Avenue. Beyond that the issue is. You are so quickly to dismiss it as mental health issues without actually trying to understand what is happening. So you are a prime example of what this post in tails.